I’m tired but I can’t sleep.
I'm weary and I don’t know.
I’m hopeful but fear surrounds me.
I’m broke as fuck but that will change soon.
I’m doing something I love tell me why do I keep thinking I don’t know how.
My hearts purged on these pieces of paper.
I’m trying to find my way back to serenity.
Why is it that the only way my truth can come out is here??
I’m enraged.
           I’m lonely.
              I’m eager.
                   I’m crazy.
            Im tired.
I’m horney, I really just need to be by myself / where are you?
I need you here with me.
Can you back the fuck off?
Come closer
Get over here
I love this
Get away from me
I can’t breathe
I don’t want to see you
I’m so tired
I’m so in love
I’m so lonely
I need you here with me
Back the fuck off

You just don’t get me
You don’t understand
how could you?
cause im still trying to figure it out myself.
I’m still trying to sift through it all.
There’s a lot
It’s confusing and heavy

And its ok.
            I’ll be ok
               it’s confusing but this is real
                                           This is my truth
                                                              my heart spread all across the table